I am sure at least some of you have heard this song. And if the rainy Monday happens to be accompanied by a review meeting you can only imagine how sad it gets.
This is when I feel I would really rather be staying home with Anush. The standard excuses for it are:
Need to help pay the EMI
What a waste of a degree
Economic independence
It is fear - of a loss of self, a professional identity for myself. And maybe a little bit of all the above.
Why does life have to be about choices, all of which feel like a compromise? At least on rainy days and Mondays.
BTW, Another vaccine (injection) happened for Anush last Saturday. She did not cry at all. A brave girl I have !
5 comments:
hey...
just realised you had a c-sec too... why dont you give me your birth story when you have the time.. would love to link up to your post... like this..
http://themadmomma.blogspot.com/2006/11/cesarean-trauma.html
ciao.. and a big hug to the brave girl...
a loss of self, professional identity - been there - lost those! you're a brave girl art - to be doing both! Dont know if I admire you more or envy you! And bravo to lil anush - she's already turning to be like her mommy! :)
This happens. She is really a brave girl...
hugs for brave girl:-)
Bet ya! Im also in the same boat as u....sometimes feel like quitting & sometimes no! Gosh what 2 do!
Sure wld love 2 meet up with u & itchy. where when & how?
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